240821 不安と保険、DSS

国産の小さなアンプ
キチンとシているアンプ
何か在るのかしら…( ･_･)

チャンプが答え
のような気もシて居つつ

もしかしたら
と、ついつい保険を考える
そういう性格なんだな
僕って

まぁ
ナったらナったで
と泰然自若
が今の立場なら
十分なんだよな

最近
定期的に不安が
グワッとヤって来るけれど
云うほど喫緊の危険性は
無いんだよな

伊達にオッチャン
ヤってる訳でも無いので
アレがダメにナった時
コレがダメな場合
等のアクシデント時に

ワクワクドキドキしながら
対応策を打って
スパッと割り切って

といったノウハウと心構えは
保っている訳ですから

それらで乗り切れば
善い筈なんですよね

でも考えちゃう
コレは人に侍ってきた事情
からでしょうか

メンバーのアクシデントに
対応すべく構えた心と
せめて自分は万全で居よう
と構えてきた心理から

未だにサブのバットを持参シて
素振りを欠かさぬ感じに
習慣が引きずられて居る
んでしょうかね

240821 Anxiety and Insurance, DSS

Small domestic amplifiers
A neat little amp.
I wonder if there is anything out there...( ･_･)

Champ is the answer
I'm not sure...

I wonder if it is possible
I always think of insurance.
I guess I have a personality like that.
I'm like...

Well...
I'll take my chances
I'd be at peace with that.
If that's the position you're in now...
That's good enough for me, right?

Lately
I've been feeling anxious on a regular basis
but I don't think it's as urgent a danger as I'd like to think.
I'm not in as much immediate danger as I'd like to think.

It's not like I've been screwing my dad for a long time.
When that one goes bad...
In case this one doesn't work
In the event of an accident

I'm excited and thrilled
and take measures to deal with the situation
and make a quick breakthrough.

We have the know-how and the mind-set to do so.

We should be able to get through this
It should be good, right?

But I can't stop thinking about it.
Maybe it's because I've been working with other people.

I have to be prepared to deal with the accidents of other members.
And I've always tried to be prepared to be at least as good as I can be.

I still bring a sub-bat and never miss a swing.
I wonder if it's a habit that has been carried over.

by DeepL