Enjoy real life, Write my own passion.

Hello, I'm Daiki.
Today, I'll write in English at the first time.
I don’t know why. Just an idea.
If there's a thought, it would be to improve my English skills. That's what I'm feeling stronger and stronger recently.
Just Thinking. That's all. It's good to have a day like that once in a while.
Writing sentenses with some ideas. It refines my brain and organizes my thoughts. I could even make it one of my hobbies.
I'm a big fan of new experiences. So today, too, I incorporate the unusual into my usual routine. I will try to be “fresh” today so that my brain doesn't die.

As a runner of an organization, feeds of my Instagram is filled with event announcements from others who are doing well. I always have a little jealousy. Someone will say, "There's no meaning.", but I can't stop it.
Then, I thought one thing here.
Surely it seems so lazy and bad custom, but I think it is okay because feeling jealousy is a proof that I’ m trying to be like them.
Every feelings have reverse side and backstory.
So, I always look for "WHY". And find out "BECAUSE".
It isn't an explanation, but a thoroughly analysis.
Why did I felt negative feelings about him?
Because he had a lot of connections.
Because he has super personalities.
This is what I am lacking. 
I know that, so I try to improve.
 I have that analysis, so I can try to learn from him.
After all, I can move on.
So maybe I don't feel bad about comparing myself to others or having bad feelings.

The topic changes a lot, I want to be an Artist. So, I should know about "What is ART?" 
I had a time to speak and think about "What is ART?" with my unibercity students, majoring in art.
Someone says, "Once you give it a title, it's art."
I thought to myself, “ It really is true.”
We put our thoughts on the work by the act of “naming” it.
We turn it into something original that only we can understand, not something that anyone else can define.
In this way, we become emotionally attached to it, and we come to cherish it.
When art is mentioned, the first thing that comes to mind is painting, but if you think about it carefully, you will realize that there is not only art in painting. I believe that drama, music, making things, and life are all art.
However, various thoughts come to mind.
Can realistically depict things (such as landscapes, drawings, and other paintings) called art?
I don't know much about it yet.
Still, there is something I do know.
These days, there are easy ways and methods to draw pictures. The reason why hand-painting remains popular, despite this, is because art carries people's thoughts and feelings.
Especially in modern art, I feel that it is driven by “expression.
I think that the reason why any kind of art (different from painting) is recognized as art and is remained as such is because someone has some kind of intentions and wishes to convey them.
We spent 90 minutes having a deep conversation like that.
There are still many things I don't understand.
But, I would like to leave  what I thought and felt at that time before I forget.

The most important thing I felt this time was, to Enjoy real life and Write my own passion.
I only live once, and it's about how I do what I want to do.
To continue to love the things and people that are important to me more than anyone else, and to keep the fire burning in my heart.
Whether I go to Cambodia or anywhere else, I want my energy to keep going.

Without using translater, just write my thought in English. That's not bad.  I'll write again in English when I feel like it.
See ya.