240615 器用との距離

手を伸ばして
何かを掴んで

ソレを手の中で
回転させたり
持ち直したり
自在に扱う

今までなら出来た
ようなつもりで居たんですが

最近は特に
想うに任せないのです

頭の中でイメージや
どう指を動かすかなど
自意識上はハッキリと見えているのに
指先は静かにジッとシている

その根魚みたいな静けさに
愛おしさを感じつつも

これが加齢か
それとも運動機能の衰えや
何かの疾病なのか

そんな事を感慨と共に
抱くのでアります
(･ᴗ･)v

コレが自動車なら
誰かを怪我サせて
仕舞うかも知れない
そう想えば頭を過るのは

コレがヒドくナるようならば
免許証の返納が視野に入ってくるな
という事です

前に教わった運動機能テスト
30cm幅の階段を上り下りスる

一応クリアできてるけど
…( -_-)
心配にナって今
階段を昇降シてみました
バッチリでしたΣd(≧∀≦*)

240615 Distance from dexterity

Reach out your hand.
Grab something.

Hold it in your hand
Rotate it.
Hold it again
I'm free to do whatever I want.

I used to think I could do it.

But lately
I've been having a hard time letting go

I have images in my head
and how to move my fingers
I can see it clearly in my mind's eye
but my fingertips are silent and still.

I love the stillness like a root fish, but at the same time

I wonder if this is aging
or the decline of motor function
or is it a disease of some kind

With such a thought in my mind
I wonder if it is aging or if it is a decline in motor function or some disease.
(I am very happy to hear this.

If this were a car
I might injure someone.
When I think of that, the only thing that comes to my mind is

If it gets too bad, I may have to return my driver's license.
That's what I'm thinking.

The motor function test I was taught before
I can go up and down stairs of 30cm width.

I'm passing the test, but...
But...( -_-)
I got worried, so I just tried
I tried going up and down the stairs.
It was perfect.

by DeepL