240727 歴史、日大、隠蔽、書換

過去の人の有り様を
侍だったとか王様だったとか
書き換えるアクションが
起きてるようですね

僕は無学ゆえ
初等教育と中等教育の範疇
位の知識の一部が
ホンノリ頭に残っている程度

もしかしたら
残って居ないのかも
程度の教養だけど

実は違うんだよね
って話が
沢山出てくる分野なんですね
歴史って

誰かの恣意的な思惑に
翻弄されて何かを失うのは
気持ち好くないけど

威厳ってのは
こういう時に正しく動いてくれる
そう言うものだと想ってました

311の時もそうだったけど
信じていたモノが
瓦解する絶望感って
何とも云えない重たさが有って

あの重さが
またのし掛かって来るんじゃないか
という不安感が

まだのし掛かって来て居ない
のにも関わらず
僕の呼吸をシ辛くするんです

240727 History, Nihon University, Concealment, Rewriting

The way people were in the past.
He was a samurai, he was a king.
I'm not an educated person, so I don't know.

I'm not an educated person.
I'm uneducated, so some of my knowledge
I have only a very limited knowledge
I have only a vague idea of what I know.

Maybe...
I may not have any knowledge at all.

But in fact, it's not the same thing.
History is a field where a lot of stories come out.

Someone's arbitrary speculation
I don't like to be at the mercy of someone's arbitrary agenda.
I don't like it.

Dignity...
I thought dignity was something that would make things right in times like this.
I thought it was something like that.

It was the same with 311.
The feeling of despair when something you believed in falls apart
There's an indescribable heaviness.

That weight...
I'm afraid it's going to come back on us again.
That sense of anxiety...

Even though it hasn't come upon me yet.
It makes my breathing difficult.

by DeepL