241008 母校長と死生観

ピンピンコロリ
という言葉がある

数日前に母校の校長が
職場で倒れて
そのまま運ばれた病院で
亡くなったというニュースに触れ

当の御本人が
どの様に想っていたかは
知りようも無いのだけど

僕とシては
職場で倒れて
救急車で病院に運ばれて
当日に逝くという展開は

周囲の人々の迷惑が
最も小さい所謂
理想の逝き方に見えます

人の振り視て我が振り
直せるなら直したい

せめて死ぬ時くらい
他人様には迷惑かけずに
往けたら佳いなぁ
と想う常日頃

校長の逝き様には
眩しさしかないです

意識が落ちたり
死んだりシたなら
最早それは
僕のイシューでは無いんだ
とは想うんですが

僕のカラダを
迷惑に感じながら運ぶ人々を
想像スるに忍びないんです

皆はどんな死生観
持っているんだろう

僕は何というか
スーッと消えたい
痕跡も記憶も
跡形も無くスーッと

最後くらいはドコにも負担
掛けたくないなぁ

なんて想いながら
今日はタコスとケサディージャ
食べました
(・ڡ <)ﾃﾍ

241008 Alma Mater Principal
and Views on Life and Death

There's a saying that goes, "PINPIN-KORORI".

A few days ago, the principal of my alma mater collapsed at work.
and died in the hospital where he was taken.

I don't know how he felt about it, but for me

But for me...
He collapsed at work.
He was rushed to the hospital in an ambulance
to the hospital in an ambulance and died on the same day.

The so-called ideal way of death that causes the least inconvenience to the people around him.

Look at other people's behavior and see how they behave
If I could fix it, I would.

At least when I die
It would be nice if I could die without causing trouble to others
I always think

I am dazzled by the way the principal passed away.

If he had fainted
If he had died
I know it's not my issue anymore

I can't bear to imagine people carrying my body with annoyance.

I wonder what kind of view of life and death they have.

I kind of want to...
I just want to disappear.
No trace, no memory, no trace at all.

I don't want to burden anyone in the end

With that thought in mind
I ate tacos and quesadillas today.
(・ڡ <)

by DeepL