230513 不運と取るか僥倖と取るか

何かシようと
腰を上げたタイミングで
他の用事がヤッてくる
今日は
そういう日だったみたい

口に入れる物も
ここ数日は
想うに任せなくて
血糖スパイクとかの影響なのか
グッタリとノビたりシていて

何か試練のような
日々が続くんですよね
自分だけでは
説明がつかない

でも
何処かで楽しんでいます

星に向かって歩き出して
横から風が吹いて
目的の街の
隣の町に着くような

何か大きなモノの
思し召しのような采配に
ワクワクしたりスるのです

勿論
予定は狂いまくって
マネジメントは
オカンムリながらも
僕の事だし
と嘆息シつつも
付き合って下さいます

理解ある環境に
いつも感謝の叩頭を
繰り返すのです

此処を視たって
僕は本当にツいているんです

幸運は一定量で
禍福は糾える縄の如し
と聞くと
僕の老後は嘸かし
恐ろしい不運が
待ってるんだろうなぁ
と戦々恐々とスるのです

230513 Take it as bad luck or fortuitous.

Just when I'm about to sit down to do something...
I'm about to do something, and then something else comes up.
I guess today was one of those days.

And what I put in my mouth.
The last few days, I've been having trouble imagining what I'm going to put in my mouth.
I don't know if it's a blood sugar spike or what.
I've been groggy and groggy.

It's like I'm going through some kind of ordeal.
I can't explain it to myself.

But somewhere I'm enjoying it.

I start walking towards the stars
And then the wind blows from the side and you arrive at the next town over

It's as if something big is calling me to do something.
I get excited.

Of course, my plans go awry.
Management is not in a good mood
I sigh and say, "It's my thing," but they go along with it.

I'm always thankful for the understanding environment
I'm always smacking my head in gratitude.

You can see here that I am really lucky!
I hear that good luck is like a rope of misfortune with a certain amount of luck
I'm sure I'll have terrible bad luck in my old age
I dread and dread!

By DeepL