240704 忘却と苦痛の緩岐

都合の悪いことを
忘れてしまって

まるで無かった事の様に
アプローチ出来るのって

老化の素晴らしい効能だなぁ
って想うんですよね

サれる側は
心中にモヤモヤと
スるモンなんですが

声を掛けるサイドは
心中の辛さを忘れて動けるのは
嘸かし晴れ晴れとシた心中だろう
と推察できるんです

ボケとは
死への恐怖を緩らかに着地させる
そういう防御反応だって言う話
聞いた事アるんですよね

そう考えて
諸兄を見渡せば
不憫とは謂わぬモノの
一定の慈しみを持って
ヤンワリと断るくらいはシようか
とも想えてくるのです

問題は忘れてない方です
このモヤモヤと付き合うのは
まだまだ脳も元気で
モヤモヤにピピッと反応シちゃう
若者な訳ですから

心中を察するに
此方の胸まで痛んで来る位です

忘れた方と
忘れてない方
中間管理ポジションの
僕としては
どちらの言い分も理解デキるが故に
また別の意味合いで
心を痛めちゃうのです
(x_x)

240704 A gentle crossroads
of oblivion and pain

Forget about the inconvenient things.

And you can approach them as if they never happened.

I think it's a wonderful effect of aging.

The person being approached
I know it's a bit of a blur
But the person on the receiving end

But the person who calls out to them
The person who calls out to them can move on, forgetting the pain in their heart
I can guess that the person who is approached must have a clear mind.

What is a blur?
It's a defensive response to the fear of death.
I've heard that before.

Think about it.
I look around at all of you.
I don't want to take pity on you.
With a certain amount of compassion
I can at least say no with a certain amount of compassion.

The problem is that I haven't forgotten.
I don't want to deal with this mumbo jumbo
Because they are still young people with healthy brains
That's why they are young people.

I can only imagine what he's going through.
I'm so sorry, it hurts my heart too.

Those who have forgotten
and those who haven't
As someone who is in a middle management position
I can understand both sides of the story
I'm heartbroken in a different way.
(x_x)

by DeepL