230205 機材との思い出

機材を手放す
その為に
機材庫から引っ張り出して
愛でるというか
眺めるというか
一つ一つから去来する
思い出や想起されたモノを
頭の中に列べて見てました

あぁ
この子は代々木や池袋
バイクに積んで
リハにも連れて行ってたなぁ
とか

あぁ
この子は新宿や渋谷
歌モノだと厳しくて
大変だったなぁ
とか

あ～
この子はエゲツ無かったなぁ
とか

結構な情報が
呼び起こされます

他の機材も同様に
コレらが今後
誰かのためにナったり
誰かの気持ちよさに
役立ったなら
最上だなぁ
とも
想ったんです

引っ張り出してみて
やはり重たいなぁって

コレを運んでくれた
みんなの健康を
改めて祈る日々です
 
今度は自分で運べる
そんなモノを
と考えてます

だって日々
自分の身体が弱って往くのを
痛感するんです

有為転変というか
不舎昼夜というか

I'm giving away my equipment.
That's why I pulled it out of the equipment shed.
To love it.
To look at them.
I looked at each piece of equipment
I was looking at them in my mind's eye, trying to recall the memories that came with each one.

Ah...
I used to take her to rehearsals in Yoyogi and Ikebukuro
I used to take her to rehearsals on my bike
and so on...

Ah...
This girl was in Shinjuku or Shibuya.
It was very hard for her to sing at the rehearsals.
and so on

Oh, this girl was so terrible...
or

A lot of information can be recalled.
The same goes for other equipment.
In the future
If they are useful for someone or
I thought that it would be great if they could be used to help someone else
I thought that would be the best.

I pulled them out.
I thought it was too heavy.

I'm praying again for the health of everyone who carried it.
I pray once again for everyone's health.

Now I'm thinking of something I can carry myself.
I'm thinking of something like that.

Because every day I feel my body
I feel my body getting weaker and weaker every day.

It's like a change of scenery.
Day and night in a barn