240110 押し付けと跳ねっ返り

何で
何でイヤがる人に
強要デキたり
スるんだろう

何で
何故に自分の
気持ちよさだけで
無理強い
出来ちゃうんだろう

考えるだけで
体調を崩しそうな
イベント

もう
この段階で
僕とは相容れないのに

この時点で
僕は
少なくとも僕とは
合わないよね？

なのに
何か断る方が悪いみたいな
やり方シてさ

本当に悪質

ココにも書いたけど
そういうのには参加しない
そういう方針にシたの

大恩ある方々にも
それは現在にて
と強く約束済みだし

つまりそういう事
ダメなモノはダメ

240110 Coercion and Repulsion

Why?
Why do I force someone who doesn't like me to do something?

Why?
Why do I force myself on someone just because it makes me feel good?

Just thinking about it
I feel like I'm going to get sick.
Event

Already
At this stage
I don't think I'm a good fit for you.

At this point
I'm...
At least, not with me, right?

And yet...
You're acting like it's wrong to say no.
Like it's your fault for refusing.

It's really vicious.

I've already mentioned it here.
I don't participate in that kind of thing.
That's my policy.

I owe a lot to them.
I'm not going to do that now.
And I've already made a strong promise.

That's what I'm saying.
What's not good enough is not good enough.

by DeepL