A long way to the goal of me satisfied

I have walked in Japanese until now. I do various in Japanese: talk, read, write, consider, understand, etc.

      I wish I could do on the same level in English.

Having lots of expressions in Japanese, I hope to use different expressions like those also in English. As I can't do that, I feel frustrated not to be able to say what I want to say.; to be "Ah, I'm saying what is a little different."

      So, I need about the same number of expressions in English.

When I was younger, I did not need so many because I didn't have many expressions in Japanese those days. But I know many more expressions and the different meanings there are in Japanese now. So, I hope to make various expressions well used in English to read, write, listen, and speak something by them.

Thanks to getting older, I can understand various words in English, but the goal has gone further than when I was young. 

I think there are things tough each.