240301 FLUS・無邪気と説得

forward lean uplight shake 16kg
16:46、最高68回


みんな どうしてるんだろ
イノセントに良かれと
イヤな事をシてくる人の対応

本当にタチが悪いよ
何せ良かれと思ってるんだモノ

彼らの中では
その”良い事”をシない
僕の方が悪者なんだ(;へ;)

断れる距離に居ないのが
もっと事態を深刻化シて居て
観ない振りが出来ない

お口に目止め出来たらなぁ
って想いながら仕事シてますヨ

と
まぁグチグチ
言って居ても仕方ないので

オファーを有難く受け取って
過ごしてみようかな

何か見えてくるかも知れないし
自暴自棄なら
従っても同じだものね

観察デキて無いのは
僕の方ナのかなぁ

観察して居たら
オファーのタイミングって
コレほど見誤らない
と想うんだけどなぁ

でも
彼岸の人の意見を
清濁併せ吞む
位の事は
イツか出来る様にナりたいので

コレも また練習
と想って進んで行きますよ(^―^)

240301 FLUS, Innocence and Persuasion

forward lean uplight shake 16kg
16:46, max 68

I wonder how everyone is doing.
What do you do when someone does something you don't like?
How do you deal with people who want to be good to Innocent and do bad things to you?

It's a real pain in the ass.
They think they're doing the right thing.

In their minds.
I'm the bad guy who doesn't do the "good thing" (;heh;)

The fact that I'm not close enough to say no
It's making things worse.
I can't pretend I don't see it.

I wish I could put a stopper in my mouth.
I'm working with that in my mind.

I wish I could...
Well, I can't complain.
So I'm going to accept the offer.

I'll just accept the offer and go on with my life.
I'll take it as it comes.

Maybe I'll see something.
If you're desperate, you might as well just go along with it.

Maybe I'm the one who's not being observant.

I've been observing.
The timing of the offer.
I don't think I would misjudge the timing of an offer as much as I do now.

But
the opinions of those on the other side of the river
I'm willing to consider the opinions of those on the other side
I'd like to be able to do at least as much as this.

I'll go on thinking of this as another practice.

by DeepL