240305 Not 4 u, 4 myself

結局は自己満足なのよね

って謂うのは
どうしてコレなんですか？
何故このヤり方なんですか？
と問われて

よくよく考えてみたけど
全部後付けかも知れない
って想ったからなんです

リグに関しては
完全に自己満足
他だとイヤだから
としか答えられなかったんです

何ともお恥ずかしいんですが
心底そういう答えに
ナっちゃいました

ただ
１つ言えるのは

見付けるのは大変でしたよ
って事です

この組み合わせなら
皆殺しに出来そうな気にナれる

…とジェフ・ベックさんは
かつて仰った事が有ったけど
そういうリグに辿り着くのは
一朝一夕には
叶わなかったですよ
って事は申し上げておきたい

でも
コレすら自己満足だなぁ
って想っちゃったから

講釈垂れてられないよなぁ
とも想って
自分の語彙の中で
最適と想った

自己満足
って言葉を選んだんです

240305 Not 4 u, 4 myself

In the end, it's all about self-satisfaction.

What do you mean by that?
Why this?
Why do you do it this way?
I've thought about it a lot.

I've been thinking about it a lot.
I thought it might be an afterthought.

Especially when it comes to rigs.
I'm completely self-satisfied
I didn't want to be anywhere else.
That's all I could say.

I'm ashamed to admit it.
I'm really sorry, but that's the answer I gave.

The only thing I can say is...

It was very hard to find.

With this combination.
I feel like I could kill them all.

Jeff Beck once said.
But getting to that kind of rig
It didn't happen overnight.
I'd like to tell you that.

But...
Even this is self-satisfying.
I can't go on and on about it.

I can't go on and on about it, can I?
And I thought to myself
I thought I had the best vocabulary
I thought it was the best

Self-satisfaction
is the word I chose.

by DeepL