230507 拍動聴取と去り際と

胸の辺りが変な感じ

前にも有ったんですが
その時は心臓だ
と信じ切ってたんだ
でもね空振りだったの

聖路加でも
かかりつけ医でも
所見なし

今回もそうだと良いなぁ

静かにしていると拍動
感じられて
ソレを捜す…でイイのかな
耳を澄ませて
拍動が感じられるレベルまで
感度を上げると
苦しくなってくる

身内に心筋梗塞の既往
が在って
話を聞いた事があるんです
ホッとしたり
リラックスしたり
緊張から弛緩に振れる時
症状が強くなるって
そんな話を聞きました

実態はどうなんだろう
僕の聴き方のせいで
曲がって憶えたケースも
有りそうです

拍動に変化があった時に
咳が出ます
何と云うか漕ぐような咳
咳をスると心臓の
不思議な感じが無くなります
コレって何なんだろうなぁ

こうして自分の症状を
可能な限り詳細に残しておけば
誰かが読んでくれた時に
　アレかもな、コレかも知れない
って考えて貰えるかも
集合知の恩恵ですね(#^.^#)

230507 Pulse Hearing and Leaving

I have a weird feeling in my chest area.

I've had that before.
I was convinced it was my heart.
But, you know, I struck out.

St. Luke's and my family doctor didn't find anything.
I hope it's the same this time.

I can feel it beating when I'm quiet.
That's what we're looking for.
If I listen carefully and increase the sensitivity to a level where I can feel the pulses, I'll start to feel pain.

I have a family member who had a myocardial infarction.
I've heard stories about it.
I can swing from relieved to relaxed.
When the heart goes from relaxed to tense.
The symptoms become more intense.
That's what I heard.

I wonder what's really going on.

I think I may have misremembered it because of the way I listened to it.

The cough comes on when there is a change in the beat.
It's kind of like a paddling cough.
When I cough, the strange feeling in my heart goes away.
I wonder what this is.

If I keep my symptoms in as much detail as possible
When someone reads it
they might think it might be this or that.
It's the benefit of collective knowledge (#^. ^#)

By DeepL