241105 幻亜脱臼、四股

階段を上ったり
踵を返したり

持っている鍋を
動かすとき
カラダの後ろで
タオルを受け取るとき

最近
膝や肘が抜けるような感触

実際には抜けたりは
シないんでしょうが

関節の中に
隙間が出来るような
浮く
と謂ったら善いのかしら

きっと脱臼は
こんなニュアンスを通って
起きるんだろうな

みたいな感触が
生まれて来るんです

防御反射というか
あらゆるモノを護る為に
起きる反射なんでしょうが

何か
痛い事でも起きたかのように

その現象が起きると
チカラが抜けて
肘なら手放しそうにナり
膝なら抜重を起こして
反対の脚へ加重を移します

今のところ
何かを落としたり
転んで怪我をシたり
はシて無いのですが

いつか起きるのでしょうか
そんな不安は感じます

ま、起きたら考えましょうか
(・ڡ <)ね

241105 Phantom subluxation, Shiko

Up the stairs or
Or turn on your heel

When you move a pan you are holding
Receiving a towel behind your body

Lately
I feel like my knees and elbows are coming off.

I'm not sure if it's actually pulling out

But it's as if there's a gap in my joints.
I wonder if it's better to call it floating.

I'm sure dislocation happens through this kind of nuance

I'm sure dislocations happen through these nuances.

It's a defensive reflex.
It's a reflex to protect all kinds of things.

as if something painful has happened.

And when that happens, you're going to feel like you're going to lose your strength.
If it's your elbow, you're about to let go.
If it's your knee, you're going to let go of the weight.
the weight is shifted to the opposite leg.

For now.
I haven't dropped anything or fallen and hurt myself.

I wonder if it will happen someday.
I feel uneasy about it.

Well, let's think about it when it happens.
(・ڡ <)

by DeepL