240807 偉いのドッチ(遊びと仕事編)、DSS

ジレても仕方ないんだけど
みんなとスタジオ入ってないと
何とも言えない寂しさが有るなぁ
って想います

あぁ
やっぱりバンドは仕事じゃなくて
僕の楽しみなんだなぁ

プロとヤると感じる
あの何とも言えないモヤモヤ感

お金が介在シないならヤりません
名声に寄与シない人とはヤりません
的な空気に感じてきた
イラッとスる情動

そういうのが無い人たち
とヤりたいけど

ヌルいのはイヤという
ジレンマ

僕個人は
ジレンマになんてナらない
と想ってるんだけど

みんな
仕事＞それ以外
みたいな感じで考えているのか

遊びの時は
遊びだから
テキトーにヤる
みたいな空気で

僕はソコに苛つきます

僕は仕事こそ
ＣＳに届けば十分だから
それ以上は要らんでしょう

遊びの満足度には
際限など無いのだから
極限まで真剣にヤれや

と考えるタイプなので
遊びが仕事にナりやすい
…( -_-)ﾑｰ

240807 Which of the Great
(Play and Work Edition), DSS

I don't want to rush into anything.
I can't tell you how much I miss being in the studio with you guys.
I feel indescribably lonely.

I know.
I guess being in a band is not a job.
It's something I enjoy.

I feel that indescribable blurred feeling that I get when I fuck a pro.

If there's no money involved, I won't do it.
I don't fuck people who don't contribute to my reputation.
I'm not going to fuck someone who doesn't contribute to my reputation.

I want to be in a band with people who don't have that

I want to be in a band with people who don't have that kind of thing, but I don't want it to be too easy.

I personally
I don't think I'm in a dilemma.

Everyone
work > other
I don't know if they think like that or not.

When it's for fun
Because it's for fun
I'm irritated by that.

That's what irritates me.

I'm all about the work.
I'm satisfied with my work as long as I deliver customer satisfaction.
I don't need more than that.

There is no limit to the satisfaction of play.
I'm the type of person who thinks

I'm the type of person who thinks that play can easily turn into work.
...(-_-)mu

by DeepL