Day9- Beyond the Prison of the Mind

Light Within the Prison

When I was six years old, I caused a fire that burned our house to the ground. Since then, the thought that I might be a criminal has haunted me, and I've lived in fear that I might one day be thrown into prison. The sense of loneliness I felt during the earthquake still lingers deep within my heart.

Sometimes, I imagine myself being falsely accused and sent to jail, or being left all alone after a disaster. Even if such things were to happen, I hope to live like the protagonist of "The Devotion of Suspect X," gazing at the ceiling of my cell and finding joy in the beauty of mathematics. I also wish to trace back my memories and enjoy the music that resonates within my heart.

Currently, I practice mindfulness, cherishing the small moments of everyday life through my five senses. The subtle flavors of ordinary meals, the sounds that reach my ears, the sights that catch my eye, the sensations that touch my skin—each one teaches me the joy of living in the present.

Even if hardships come my way in the future, the world can change depending on the state of my mind. Even in a sterile prison cell, if I can feel the present moment, I believe I can enrich my life. Believing that, I take another step forward today.