出産はエクスタシー～私のお産の話～ I felt ECSTASY when giving birth ~ The story of my delivery ~
私の3回の妊娠出産はとても素晴らしいお産だったのだ。
陣痛が痛いということは一切ない。
陣痛はどちらかというと性的な快感であった。
妊娠中はとても健康的で気分が素晴らしく、
出産だけなら何回しても良いくらいと、
子宮と卵巣がなくなり、閉経した今でも切望してしまう。
そして陣痛を思い出すと、ない子宮がぎゅんと収縮するような感じがする。
長男は病院、次男三男は山本助産院で出産した。
（山本助産院での出産後、すくすく赤ちゃん献金の為のチャリティーベリーダンスショーSultanBeachがスタートして毎夏鎌倉で開催されている）
次男を産む時、陣痛の間はベリーダンスでよく踊る曲をイヤホンで聞きながら踊ったり、
バランスボールにお尻をのせて跳ねていた。
そうすると気持ちよく陣痛の波がくる。
陣痛の波は何とも言えない、月の満ち欠けや、潮の満ち引きを感じるような、
“行ったり来たり”を繰り返すのだ。
また長い旅のような不思議で気持ちの良い時間である。
三男の時は、大好きなラヴィ・シャンカールのCDをかけて、
シタールとタブラのサウンドである種“トリップ”な状態で出産した。
陣痛を含めた、出産は私にとって人生最大のエクスタシーであるのだ。
次男と三男と助産院での出産に義母に立ち会ってもらっている。
何しろ義母は４人の母だから、出産は慣れたもので、
義母が立ち会うことは
陣痛の波にの中で”自然“
に感じられた。
義母は私の出産に非常に感動したらしい。
美しいと。
義母自身は病院で陣痛促進剤を打ち分娩台で４人産んだ。
妊娠中のトラブルもたくさんあった。
私が畳の部屋でKと抱き合って産む自然な姿にえらく感動したそうだ。
義母は彼女とは違う、私のお産を今でも褒めたたえる。
※すくすく赤ちゃん献金の為のチャリティーベリーダンスショーSultanBeach
は2019年夏に11周年目を迎えた。
HP http://www.belly.co.jp/event.html
※写真は2007年、次男の出産の時、山本助産院にて
I had experienced wonderful pregnancies and births three times.
There was absolutely no pain in labor.
Labor pain was rather sexual pleasure.
Being pregnant was very healthy and wonderful.
I can say I would like to experience giving birth again and again.
I still crave even my uterus and ovaries were gone and I had menopause.
when remembering labor pain, there is a feeling that my uterus shrinking. It was already gone, though.
I gave a birth to the first son at a hospital and as to the second one and the third one at YAMAMOTO maternity home.
(After giving a birth at the YAMAMOTO maternity home, the charity belly dance show Sultan Beach for the baby donation started, which has been held every summer in Kamakura since 2010)
When giving birth to the second son, during labor I danced while listening to belly dance songs with earphones,
I was bouncing with my bottom on the balance ball.
Then the waves of labor came comfortably pleasantly.
The waves of labor can not be said anything, like the phases of the moon and feeling full of tides,
repeating "Go back and forth".
It is a wonderful and pleasant time like a long journey.
When giving birth to the third son, I listened to my favorite Ravi Shankar's CD,
I gave birth in a state "trip" that was the sound of sitar and tabla.
Including labor, giving birth was the greatest ecstasy of my life.
My husband K’s mother attended my second and third son’s birth at YAMAMOTO maternity house.
K’s mother is the mother of four children and was used to delivery.
I felt her presence was "natural" to me in the waves of labor.
I was told that K’s mother was very moved by my delivery.
She said “It was so Beautiful.”
K’s mother herself used a labor induction at a hospital and gave births four times at the delivery table.
There were also many troubles during pregnancy.
She said she was deeply moved by the natural appearance of me embracing with K in a tatami room.
K’s mother compliments about my delivery even now, which is different from her.
※ As to charity belly dance show for the baby donation Sultan Beach, it celebrated its ninth anniversary in the summer of 2018.
In 2019 we should commemorate the 11th one!
HP http://www.belly.co.jp/event.html
※ this photo was taken at the time of birth of the second son in 2007 at YAMAMOTO midwife house.
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