Zatoichi told me to close the windows to my house so I can see.

She closes her eyes.
Press 3 fingers firmly on each of her eyes doors.
She pushes hard and press each eye into her head and rubs slightly left to right.
It feels good. She feels relief.

Is it my pollen allergies?
Is it staring at the computer screen?
Is it the heat coming from the air conditioner just above my head?
Is it my brain telling me to go to bed?

Strangely, closing my eyes allows me to see.
How can this be?
I closed them again! Sure enough, it is true. I can see.
How can this be?
That which I didn't know. That which I forgot. That which I want to remember. All comes clearly to me.
I close my eyes, and I can see.

Maybe if I close my eyes and try to turn backwards, I can see what my brain is thinking. Rotate them 180 degrees.
What will I see? Is it blood? Is it black? Is it empty?
I tried and almost black out, like forcefully getting drunk and happy.

-A woman asked her ex, "why did you break up with me?"
He responds, "I found something better to do!"
I'm sorry for you!
-The woman closes her eyes to cries. She replies, "I see!"

See is understand, comprehend, recognize, and conclude.
See is grasp, make out, believe, take in, and assume.
See is to notice and discover.
See is learn and remember.
See is not see what the eyes can see.

A window be nothing but be itself.
It can't clean or repair itself. It's just a window.
So stressful to care for the window these days. Its fragile.
Gets dirty through the seasons.
We place so much care and attention for the window because it is the weakest part of the house.

Humans have two windows. But they still can't see.
I think a blind person can see better because their lack windows.
As for me, I can see if I close my windows to my house. But I open them, I see all the things that don't matter to me.
For if  could close my eyes and turn them backwards, I can see what my brain is thinking. What is not out there but what is in here. In my house. That which matters to me. "So I was told by my friend who was blind!"

+Zatoichi+
I was 3 years old when I lost my sight. I still remember her face. She was beautiful like an angel. She was 28 when she passed away.

>Young Yakuza Boss lady sharing same onsen bath, in Hakone<
Really? She would be near my age!

+If my mother was alive now, I would want to make her my wife.
You are beautiful like her!

She moves next to him in the bath.
> How do you know?

+I can see! 

In memory of Shintaruo Katsu