A Lunatic Ruminant #1/2
I've lost contact with so many in my life.
And I know it's not only because I'd lost my cellphones three times in the past decade. Yes it does play a part, there are those who come to my mind from time to time, but I have no access to. Yes I'm the one who don't have the patience to search who is where and how to contact!
Or there are those for whom I have purchased these pretty postcards and never able to hold time to prepare it to be shipped. Meantime, the amount of what I want to talk to them grows enormous and I never feel like I can take enough time to express it ! My feelings are towards you friends, I am just...
Yes I have to admit I am one of the laziest in the world!
If you were aware or not!
So please, if you are wondering where Satomi is, doubt this once;
she is willing to, but she just can't. For a technical reason.
--of not being able to handle her overloaded mind box.
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There's another practical reason. She might be too occupied. I started life with my kid(s) in my early 20s, and all of a sudden my life didn't seem to be mine! The two adorable munchkins innocently yet fiercely draw my limited attention from my easily-distracted-type of mind, and oftentimes I am literally lost, overwhelmed.
In the last couple of years I've been striving to make space for myself aside from 'home'--place for serving the family members, 'work' --place for serving clients, so that I can keep my healthy relationship with my own self. Filling this need to be connected to my own self, or beforehand to maintain my physical health, I have been learning, is (ideally) on top of my to-do list.
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Please know, that my heart, at least, is sometimes towards you.
More often than as you might imagine.
After all, as a holy cow, I am a ruminant you know ;p
(TBC)
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