240903 友情かスキルか

もう
スキルを追い掛けて
感動スるより

友情を追い掛けて
大笑いシている方が
有り難いのです

控え室の楽しいバンド
に強い憧れが有って

基本的に
袖でもゲラゲラ笑いながら
舞台に上がるのが
圧倒的な勝ちパターン
と云うか

そういう感じが好きで

あぁ…まぁ
はい、そうです

あの楽屋から袖まで
冷たく無視シ合って
舞台に上がった途端に
仲良し風

みたいなのは
本当にダメなんです(x_x)

あんなの
余所でヤってくれ
って想ってたし

金稼ぎじゃないなら
サッサと辞めたかった

みんなに給料
出せる訳じゃないし
人生の一部を
分けて貰うんだから

此処に居ないと愉しくない
位に楽しんで欲しいし
面白い時間を
共有シながら死んでいきたい

そうなると
やはり舞台の外の世界も
愉しく過ごせないと
今後はダメだろうなぁ

って想ったら
スキルより友情だよな
と痛感し始めているんです

240903 Friendship or Skill?

Already.
Chasing after skills, rather than chasing after emotions...
I'd rather be laughing out loud chasing friendship
I'm more thankful

I have a strong yearning for a fun band in the waiting room

Basically
I have a strong yearning for a fun band in the waiting room, and basically the overwhelming winning pattern
or something like that.

I like that kind of feeling.

Oh, well...
Yes, sir.

They coldly ignore each other from the dressing room to the backstage.
And the moment they get on stage, they seem like good friends.

Like that...
I really don't like it (x_x)

They should have done that somewhere else.
I was thinking...

If it wasn't for the money.
I would have quit sooner.

I can't pay everyone.
I mean, you're sharing a part of your life with me.

I want you to have so much fun that you have to be here to have a good time.
And I want to die sharing the good times with you.

And if that's the case
I'm going to have to have a good time offstage too.
I'm not sure I'll be able to do that in the future.

If I think about it...
I'm beginning to realize that friendship is more important than skill.

by DeepL