240602 孤独と速度

幸運にも比較的
人に囲まれて生きて来ました

同業さんの話を伺う限り僕は
孤独と無縁のルート
大変ありがたい環境で
ココまで歩んできたみたいです

自分で何とかシよう
と足掻く間に

有難い人が
ドコからともナく現れて

僕を導いてくれた上に
理想に近い感じに
背中を推して貰って

それでも周りの同業さんより
エッチラオッチラなペースで
ココまで生きてきました

才能って話をシちゃうと
結構早い段階で
自分のソレに関しては
見限っていたよな
とは振り返れます

それでも
愉しさとか嬉しさとか
真面目さと言う周りの方々の熱気に
温めて貰いながら
ココまでトコトコ歩いてきて

それでも尚
孤独は己の修練に不可欠
という結論に至っています

ギターに限らず
何かのスキルを収得するには

同業さんを始め
皆さん日々ひとりで
繰り返していらっしゃる様に
見受けられるし

自分も無意識下で
大好きなアーティストの楽曲を
耳に流れて来るＣＭソングを
店内などで流れて居た曲を
想い出しながら弾き続けたなぁ
と振り返ります

240602 Loneliness and speed

I've been lucky enough to be surrounded by relatively few people in my life.

And from what I've heard from my peers...
I've taken the route of never being alone.
I'm very grateful for the environment
I've made it this far.

While I've been struggling to make it on my own.

While I was struggling to do something on my own

They guided me and made me
And they pushed me to be closer to my ideal.

And yet, I'm still ahead of my peers
I've lived my life at a much slower pace
I've made it this far.

If you talk about talent...
I'm pretty early on in my career.
When it comes to my own talent
I've given up on that.
I can look back on that.

But still
I can look back on the joy and happiness
and warmed by the enthusiasm of the people around me
I have walked all the way here

And yet
Solitude is essential to my training
I have come to the conclusion

Not only in guitar
To acquire any skill

and others in the same line of work
I see that everyone repeats by themselves day in and day out

I also subconsciously
the music of my favorite artists
A commercial song that comes to your ears
I kept playing while remembering the songs that were played in the store, etc.
I look back on it.

by DeepL