240326 排除と排情

排除デキない
コレが一番の苦痛なの

そう言われて
途方に暮れたのを
想い出します

今とナっては
その気持ちに以前よりも
少しは寄り添えるように
ナったのかも知れないなぁ

とは想えるくらい
オトナにナれたと感じます

同じ様に見えながら
斯くも隔たる僕らには

コレから何が必要で
ソコから何が獲られましょうか

世界に貢献できる
数少ない何かで
誰かの為にナると信じながら

それでも前進スるのが
僕らの宿業と言うか
癖みたいなモノか
と想います

前が拓けて
進める時は
呆気ないほど簡単に
グングン進むのに

思い悩んで
頭を抱えながら
少し絶望シつつ
進む時は何故
斯くも遅々として

って自嘲的な気持ちに
ナっちゃいます

240326 To exclude and to exclude emotion.

I can't get rid of it.
This is the most painful part.

I remember being at a loss when I was told this.

Now that I'm here
I'm a little more attuned to that feeling
I may be able to be a little more sympathetic
I think I may have become a little more attuned

I feel I have matured enough to think

Although we seem to be the same
but we are so far apart

What do we need from this
What can we gain from this?

We can contribute to the world
It's one of the few things we can do
Believing that it will benefit someone else

But we still have to move forward
I think it is our destiny or habit

When the way forward opens up
When we can move forward
It's so easy that it's almost daunting
It's so easy to move forward.

While you're struggling
With my head in my hands
With a little despair
Why is it that when we move forward
So slow, so slow

I feel like self-mockery
I can't help it.

by DeepL