240930 献身と利他

友達付き合いだと
限界が有ると感じて

メンバー募集記事を観て
状況の近しい方々と
スタジオに入ったりシて居るんです

財布や行動
生活ステージの近しい人々とは
考え方も似て来るのか
話すとき少しだけ
悩まずに済みます

それでも
募集や応募の時に
齟齬が生まれる時があって
経験則というか
直感というか

そういうモノが働くときには
脱兎の如く逃げる様にシて居ます

一方で
何かの専門医として
かかった先で
他の科の検査が始まると
僕は姿勢を調えます

それはまるで
正座から足の指を地に着けて
腰を少し起こし
切るべき鯉口は無いモノの
次の刹那
最大速度で立ち退けるように
準備をスる動作です

抱える医師は
まぁアレな感じなので
必要に応じて
その科の専門医の門を叩きます

まぁ専門医だから
ってのは本当は
どうでもイイのかな
その人の瞳に写ってるモノ
に興味が有るだけです

演奏家も医師も
目的が何か
という根源的な問いの中に

僕自身の問題を
内包シて居るとさえ想います

その問題を
取り扱える悦びを
ヒシヒシと感じながら
今日もハンドルを握るのです
(･ᴗ･)v

240930 Dedication and altruism

I felt that my friendships were limited.

I saw an article about recruiting members
I've been going into studios with people who are close to my situation.

I'm not sure if people with similar wallets, behaviors
I wonder if we think alike.
I don't have to worry a bit when I talk to them.

Still, there are times when there is a discrepancy when it comes to recruiting or applying for a position.
A rule of thumb or a gut feeling

When that kind of thing comes into play
I try to run away like a rabbit.

On the other hand, when I see a doctor who specializes in something
I adjust my posture when another department's examination starts.

It's like...
I sit on my knees with my toes on the ground and my hips slightly elevated.
There is no Koi-Guchi to be cut, but one moment
the next moment, I'm ready to walk away at maximum speed.

The doctor holding him is second-rate.
So, if necessary, I go to a specialist in that department.

Well, I'm a specialist.
I guess it doesn't really matter.
I'm just interested in what I see in their eyes.

The performer, the doctor...
In the fundamental question of what is the purpose

I even think that my own problem is contained in the fundamental question of what the purpose is.

I feel the pleasure of dealing with that problem
Today, too, I hold the steering wheel
(･ᴗ･)v

by DeepL