241013 脱オンブにダッコ

バンドマスターって
夢とかビジョンとか
具体的な期待値というか

そういう明るそうな未来
提案デキる事が重要だ
と想っていて

自分なりに懸命に
模索シて
見て貰えるように
努めてきたつもり
ダったんだけど

ただ着いてくる人は
僕を要らないんだろうな

僕の足掻きを
面白がって愉しく思える人が

きっと今後の
終のメンバーなんじゃないかしら
と感じて来ています

もう互いに若くないんだし

盲追スるような消極的な姿勢では
あっと言う間に人生
終わっちゃうだろうし

自分で人生
回して面白がって
進めていくような人

に僕は信任サれたい

ぶっちゃけ
バンマスでなくて好いんだ
参加できるバンドが
有れば御の字だし

でも
皆のヤりたい事とは
ズレちゃっていて

若い頃のバンド編成では
きっと満足できない

オッサンのオッサンによる
オッサンのための編成が
ソコには在って

その中で
従来のバンドには無い
自由度の中で次回を期待シて
今回を満喫できる

そういう
…( ･_･)うーん

商業ベースとは
完全に乖離した姿が
頭の中には在るんです

241013 De-passive

Bandmasters have dreams, visions, and concrete expectations.

I think it is important to be able to propose such a bright future.

I'm trying my best to find a way
I've been trying my best to get people to see me as a bandmaster

But I guess the people who come to me don't want me

I'm sure that those who find my efforts interesting and enjoyable

I'm beginning to feel that the future members of the group will be those who can enjoy my efforts and have fun with them.

We are not so young anymore

If we continue to be passive and blindly follow each other, our lives will be over before we know it.

I want to be trusted by people who can turn their own life around and make it interesting.

I want to be trusted by people who can turn their own life around

To be frank...
I don't have to be in a band
I'm happy as long as there are bands I can be a part of.

But...
I'm not really in tune with what everyone else wants to do.

I'm not satisfied with the band I had when I was young

There are bands for old men, by old men

In the midst of it
There is a degree of freedom
We can look forward to the next show with a degree of freedom
and enjoy this time to the fullest.

That's the way it is.
...( ･_･)hmm

I have a vision in my mind that is completely different from the commercial base.

by DeepL