241010 脳と肉体の記憶

喉元すぎれば熱さ忘るる
とは本当に好く謂ったモノです

今を去る２週間
風邪に伏せって居た
あのカラダが

今日は元気に活動し
カレーにビリヤニを頬張って
今は眠気と闘って居るのです

風邪の頃の記憶は
遠い昔のように
どんなシンドさだったか
今一つ思い出せません

どころか元気すぎて
この勢いをドチラの方角へ
向かわせれば善いのか
皆目見当も付きません

それでも
風邪自体の記憶は
カレンダーや
動かしたスケジュール
方々に送った
お詫びのメールで
蘇ってきます

でも
肉体的な辛さが
今一つ鮮明さを欠いて

僕は
また同じ過ちを
犯しそうで少々怖いのです
( >_<)

241010 Brain and Physical Memory

The heat of the moment is short-lived
That's what the saying goes.

Two weeks have passed since I left this moment.
I've had a cold for the past two weeks.

Today, it is in high spirits
I'm eating curry and biryani
And now I am fighting sleepiness.

The memory of the cold is like a long time ago
I can't remember what it was like to be sick.

Instead, I'm too energetic.
I have no idea which way to turn this momentum in the right direction.

Still...
I don't remember the cold itself
Calendars, schedules I've moved around.
and the apology e-mails I've sent to people.

But
the physical pain is not as vivid as it used to be.

I'm...
a little afraid of making the same mistake again.
( >_<)

by DeepL