230430 居心地と自由と立場と

居心地のヨくない時
みんなは
どうしてるんだろう

昔の僕ならプイッと
クルマに飛び乗り
気に入りの公園

木々と旅客機の
お腹を見上げて
何かを一服

心が落ち着いたら
トコトコと
戻る流れでしたが

最近だと
離脱する時間すら
貰えてなかったりして

なかなか
シンドかったりします

なんだかんだと
居ないと進まなくなって
離脱すると
後でガッツリ
叱られたりして(x_x)

コレが加齢と
立場の上昇
そしてお節介の増大
ナのかしらね

手を差し伸べる事が
デキるようにナると
やはり助けたくなって
スべきでない手助けも
たまにシてしまって
程よい中庸は
なかなか遠くに
見えるのみなのです

230430 Comfort, Freedom, and Position

When you're not comfortable
What do people do
I wonder how they do it.

In the old days, I'd just jump in the car
Jumped in my car
To my favorite park

And look up at the trees
Looking up at the trees and the airliner's belly
And have a smoke

When I've calmed down
I'd toddle back
I used to go back.

But lately...
I didn't even have time to leave.
I didn't even get time to leave.

It's not easy.
It's not easy.

It's like...
I had to stay.
If you leave...
I get scolded a lot
I get scolded a lot.

This is what happens with aging
Rise in position
and more meddling.
I wonder if it's because

When you are able to reach out
When you're able to reach out
I still want to help.
And help when I shouldn't
Sometimes I do.
A good middle ground is
seems so far away
Seems so far away

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