241006 睥睨と徒党への渇望

出先で見かけたんですよ
お祭り
太鼓の元気な音と
ドコぞのバンド演奏が有ったの

とてもスンナリと
あぁ、イイなぁ
僕も演奏シたいなぁ
って想いました

ヤってるヤツ等は
チャンと見付けて
チャンとヤってるんですよね

出来てないのは
資格が無いのか
ベキ事がデキてないのか
辺りが理由なんだ
と想います

ホントに想います
この手の手間が割けなくナってる
って思い知らされます

僕は演奏がシたいんじゃなくて
人と繋がりたいんですよね

WALL-Eでしたっけね
あのロボットの気持ち
解る気がスるんですよね

そのツールとシてのバンド
そのコミュニティに入る手段
とシてのギター

名札とシてのテレキャスター

誰でも善く無いんですよね
皆さんも同じだと思う

特にコレからの
終のメンバーは
今までのような条件でもイケない

僕もまた彼らから
そう想われる人でないと
ダメでしょうね

それでも
メンバーを募り終え
ああシて演奏シて居る人々を

イイなぁ
楽しそうだなぁ

と眩しく観る僕が居ました

241006 Glaring and thirsting for cliques

I saw them on my way out.
festival
There was the cheerful sound of drums
And there was a band playing.

It was so nice.
Oh, I love it.
I wish I could play too!

I wish I could play with them.
They find it and do it.
And they're doing it.

The ones who can't...
Either they're not qualified.
Or they don't know what they're supposed to do.
I think that's the reason.

I really think so.
I'm reminded that I can't afford this kind of work anymore.

I don't want to perform.
I want to connect with people.

WALL-E, right?
I think I understand how that robot feels.

The band is a tool for that.
The guitar as a means to enter that community.

A Telecaster as a nameplate

Not everyone is good.
I think it's the same for everyone.

Especially the new members of the band.
They're not good under the same conditions as before.

I also have to be someone they think of as such.
That's not good enough.

Still...
I've finished recruiting members, and the people who are playing like this...

They look like they're having a great time!

I was watching them with a dazzled look on my face.

by DeepL