240324 思い出の淘汰

ちょうど今日
出先で
伯父の話をシてたんです

可愛い伯父の話

一頻り話し終えて
スマホを見たら
家族から
四十九日の法要を
済ましたとの話が届いて

あぁシンクロニシティ
虫の知らせかなぁ

こうやって忘れない事こそが
本当の弔いナのだ
そう想えました

心底そう想えたのです

不思議なモノで
会わない方が
イイ人に思えるんですよね

会うと
色々と余計な部分に
目が往って

何とも邪魔な存在に
見えてしまう

コレは一体
何なんですかね

心の中の風景は
いつイツまでも美しい
とは誰かの言葉だけど

僕も人の想い出にナって
その時に初めて
イイ人にナれるのかしらね

240324 Memories to be eliminated

Just today
I was talking about my uncle.

My sweet uncle.

We talked for a while.
I looked at my phone.
I got a message from my family that they had just finished the 49th memorial service.

Oh, synchronicity.
I wonder if it's just a sign of a bug.

This is the true way of mourning, to remember.
That's what I thought.

That's how I really feel.

It's a strange thing.
I feel like he was a better person when I didn't see him.

When I see him.
I'm distracted by all kinds of unnecessary things.

It's like he's a distraction.
I can't help it.

What is this?

The scenery in my mind
is always beautiful
That's what someone once said.

I, too, was touched by the memories of others
I wonder if that's when I become a good person.

by DeepL