241119 振り返る重要性、四股

僕は甘えてたんだな
音源を聴いて想ったんです

イイ具合に緊張感あって
風呂敷を広げ過ぎず
キチンと唄おうとシてるじゃん

気心知れた旧い仲間じゃあ
こうはナらなかった
んじゃないかしら

動機や展開を任せつつも
キチンと反応し
相手の意向に乗って
盛り上げようとシて

時には引っ張って
自分のフィールドに
連れて行く強引さ
も持ち合わせて

そんな感じで在りながら
終始明るく楽しく

が楽しく感じられるなら
自分には向いているんじゃないか

とも想う訳です
(･ᴗ･)

帰り道では
何と謂うか遺憾な想いが
心中に渦巻いて居たんです

あぁ彼処は拾えなかったな
あーアッチに進めば善かったのかな
うーアソコは冷静に待てたら善かったな

みたいな１人反省会
308馬力の内100馬力
位を鳴らしているキャビンで
ハンドルを握りながら
逡巡を脳内に渦巻かせながら

次の目的地に
向かって居たんです
(x_x)

なんだかんだと２日経って
プレイバックして
そんな事を想った訳です

241119 Importance of looking back, Shiko

I must have been spoiled.
When I heard the soundtrack, I thought...

There was a good sense of tension.
You're trying to sing neatly without expanding too much
You're trying to sing properly

Old friends who knew each other well
I don't think they would have been able to sing like this.

You let the motive and the development take its course, but you also reacted properly
And at times, he would pull them along.

And at times, he has the forcefulness to pull them into his own field.

While being like that
If you feel happy and cheerful from beginning to end

If you feel like you're having a good time
I think I'm the right person for it.

I think I am the right person for the job.
(･ᴗ･)

On the way back home
I had a regretful feeling in my heart.

Oh, I couldn't find that place.
Maybe it would have been better if I went that way.
Maybe it would have been better if I had waited calmly.

One's own reflection like that.
In a cabin with about 100 horsepower out of 308 horsepower
while gripping the steering wheel
Hesitation swirling in my brain

I was on my way
to our next destination....
(x_x)

Two days have passed
I played it back
And that's why I thought about it.

by DeepL