August 20th
I am currently feeling like English is overflowing from my head. Luckily, I have found some opportunity to speak English, and I noticed that I really like speaking English. I even think that my personality changes when I speak English. When I speak Japanese, I don't even like having conversation with people. I even hate people who tells me unnecessary things. When I speak English, I love speaking with people and telling them about me. I get to be interested in the others and to even feel confident, when I speak English.
I wonder why it happens even though I grew up in Japan and was raised by Japanese parents. I also want to know how I can make the most of this character of me.
When I was working at a hospital, I didn't have a chance to speak English with anyone, but I sometimes talked to myself in English. I just did it when I was alone at my room. Now I got some chance to talk to someone in English, my words in English started to overflow. I have so many things that I want to tell somebody in English, that I get too exited and I can't even sleep at night. I felt the same way when I was at high school and had plenty of chance to speak English. I even thought about majoring in language or English literature at university at that time. To deal with that excitement at night, I, as a high school student, found a good way. It was to write English diary. It makes my thoughts in my head organized. I can get calm through writing. I feel exactly the same way right now. It is amazing to relieve my personality as a person who speaks English. I feel like I met new me.
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