Monika

I can't do this 

I can't do this anymore 

Why?

Why?

Why always me?

Because you are useless 

You deserve nothing 

You are nothing 

Countless words 

Fall like rain of rocks 

Hit my body 

Rocks of despair 

Piercing through my skin 

Piling up inside my body

Sunk my stomach 

Destroyed my gut 

Suffocated my lungs 

Can't breathe 

Don't wanna breathe 

I don't wanna breathe anymore 

“Don't worry, Sara”

Heard her voice 

“You can do it”

I saw her smiley face 

Yes, you are always smiling 

I smiled and murmured

And you always speak like singing 

“You can do it, Sara”

Words of wisdom 

Words of love 

Fall like misty rain 

Softly,

Penetrating through my body  

My flesh, my bones, my cells 

I closed my eyes 

Feeling the rocks melting like butter 

Warmth spreading out my body 

“THERE IS LOVE”

I heard her saying 

Like singing a sweet song