73. Deep down

I still can’t get over
with a black stain in this body.
In a moment of inadvertence,
it will let me know
" You're not over yet. "

It's about time
I tried to put an end
But God never takes eyes off me
In the darkness
Deep down…
Still go on

Still there's a mark on me
Loneliness stuck in the center of my heart
Get worse day by day
"You're not over yet."

It's about time
I tried to put an end
But God never takes eyes off me
In the darkness
Deep down…
Still go on

No matter how much warmth
I can't help this loneliness
If I could just drop it somewhere
I wouldn't be afraid of next the sun

ーーーーーーーーーーーーーーー

いまだに引きずっている
この体の中に黒い染みを落として
ふとしたはずみに
それは私に知らせてくる
「お前はまだ立ち直ってなんかいない 」

もうそろそろだから
終わりにしようとした
でも神は決して私から目を離さない
闇の中で
Deep down…
まだ終わりは来ない