【diary】The important thing is to think.

It's been a while since I've faced my feeling of shame.

I have accepted my ignorance and my stupidity.

And if there was anything that I felt I knew more than other people, I was always going to show off.

In a sense, I am a resigned, complete idiot.

But there was a limit to how much I could live that way.

I was completely stuck in life.

If you realize you are stupid, it is beter to try to improve yourself a little.

Accept the past as the past and use it to your advantage in the future.

In my case, I realized that even at my age I still couldn't think properly.

Observe things carefully without making unnecessary assumptions, think things through, and work to resolve things one by one.

The important thing is to think.

There's no point in memorizing the answer.

Even if you get the answer wrong, it's valuable as long as you think.

Instead of using an eraser, I carefully write out my thought process in ballpoint pen and mark any mistakes.