thoughts on movies 2024/10/13

i watched the movie "JOKER Folie Ӑ Deux".To tell the truth, i didn't watch the movie "JOKER" because i thought the movie was too heavy within the mood of those years. but i was  interested in what change would happen to JOKER falling love with Lee acted by Lady GAGA.
i thought Arther Flick had not been able to allow himself to ploud of himself because every people around him obtaining his mother had not received or understood him and they had made fun of him as a lazy cloun. so, he had wanted to be the JOKER who had had determination and ruthlessness he had not had. but in this movie he was no longer the JOKER but only Arther Flick who was too timid to crack a joke until Lee appeared before him. she believed strongly he was truly the JOKER and she thought  she could make mountain with the JOKER for herself. Arther fell in love with her and to be getting back the JOKER in himself. he wanted and  misunderstood she understood and loved all of himself and he was still the JOKER cause he  knew no one loved and needed Arther Flick. but he  couldn't continue being the JOKER any more. he  knew love and sarcastically, that's why he  couldn't be the strong and cruel JOKER any more. he  faced he couldn't continue being the JOKER at the court, Lee saw that and went away from him. at last he  lost the JOKER, Lee 's heart and his life.
i really understood Arther Flick's thought  and  feeling whether i wanted it or not cause i have thought i want and need to be other person more gentle and  smart and  good at doing anything than myself, otherwise no one likes me, receives me, talks to me. so, Lee  loved the JOKER however he  was  crazy and  cruel cause he was the famous star and  if he loved her, it showed she was special too, but Arther Flick, his own indivisuality laid figure zero for  her. Arther Flick at last found no one needed nor cared about himself, and they wanted the JOKER, but he wasn't able to and wanted to be the JOKER.
i thought  about Arther Flick's sad miserable life and when, why he went on wrong way.