thoughts on movies 2024/10/20

i watched the movie about the pianist Fujiko Hemming died on april this year.
she had gotten being famouse as a pianist at her sixties.
from then, she continued being one of most popular pianists in the world.
but her life had not been smooth as a pianist, eather as a person.
though, she had said heavy situations in life were needed to success and she had said almost all of pianists were trying to escape from going on harder way in other words, not to willing to play more famouse, classcal and inmortal masterpieces.
she had also said she wasn't a good person but when playing the piano she always tryed to put her purest heart on the fingerboard, so, she was feeling about living long was to make oneself purer by oneself.
when she had been learning at the music school on the north Europe her teacher had told her that her playing style was beautiful but older. more mechanical way to play the piano with higher technique had been more popular then. but her belief to play the classical music like when the masterpieces had been created by the great composers like Mozart, Chopin, Debussy, Liszt, and so on had not changed. so, her style to play the piano continued beautiful, romantick, and a little sentimemtal.
she loved old, wellmade, beautiful, and pretty things during all her life.
i thought Fujiko had been alone and been thinking about herself as worthless pianist as little as a living person, but she had never changed her belief about good pianist and the meaning of life, so her piano sounds were loved all over the world.
i'm praying her soul met souls of her loving people and small animals had died before her die in sunny, warm, calm, safe, and holy place.