ごちゃごちゃしてる　Messed up

いろんな制約の中での開催
Held under various restrictions

いろんな所がちぐはぐしてる
Various places are inconsistent

会いたいという気持ちと
I want to see you.

会ってはいけないという
I can't meet you.

抑えつけた気持ちと
With restrained feelings

理性と感情が戦っている
Rational and emotion is fighting.

どっちが勝利をおさめたのか
Which of me has won the victory?

心が想うままにって言ったってさぁ
Even if I told you to stay in my heart

自分の事だけでいいってわけじゃない
I'm not the only one

相手の事も考えて？
Do you think about the other person?

周りの事も考えて？
Do you think about the people around you?

どうなんだろうね
I wonder what

答えはどっちを選んでも違う
The answer is not which one you choose.

違和感しかない
There is only a sense of discomfort