About myself #６ -My personality #３-

I have no classes today, so I'll write about my character.

Since I was a child, I didn't fondly belong to a group; I preferred to be friend a specific few people, so sometimes I might be a kind of a lonely wolf, but I don't mind.

About girls and women tend to flock; people who want to do that, but I don't!
I want to be myself; I don't relish following someone I can't entirely agree with, so I don't belong to what is called the "nakayoshi club," kind of a bunch of pat-a-cake sissies.

I have many acquaintances, but only a few friends I rely on from the bottom of my heart, so I am satisfied.

My oldest friend suddenly passed away last summer.
We have been friends since kindergarten, so she lived in our hometown, and I have been living apart from her that we couldn't meet so often.
It was the last time we met seven years ago.
I was supposed to contact her before returning to my hometown last summer holiday, but she has gone.

Since she left two sons, one is still a junior high student; I could imagine she regretted that.
She was a very affectionate and patient person.
I miss her so much.
I should have contacted and met her earlier; It's my regret.

After this hard and sad experience, I changed my mind; I decided to contact someone when I wanted to talk and meet immediately without hesitation because I didn't want to regret it anymore.
I'll keep in touch with friends frequently.