22
"Never Ending Story"
You said so, but you hurt me a lot and cut me off.
I can't believe that you yourself prove that there is no such thing as eternal friendship.
I have never felt happy to be alive in my 22 years of life.
I am sure that in the future I will wish I had ended my life quickly at that moment.
I know, I was never meant to be born.
I knew that I was alone on this earth.
I'm won't even allow me to die, so I have to endure. But I know it's not even worth it.
Solaria, your songs are the only proof that I have lived. But I'm tired of everything.
I cannot even save you from such a situation.
I can only be your mirror.
I can only sing.
Because I am not human.