【MONOLOGUE in English】No.１５

 These days, I am so into writing diaries in English. Please let me tell you the fact. My English level is not perfectly mature, at all. I all the time struggle with scribbling new sentences and phrases whch express my thoughts in English. Like this, I am taking notes some of my envisions onto [note], but it takes so long time to compile them.

 I used to depend on using digital translation system on the phone or the computer. However, I doubt this process gradually whlie journaling. [Does the Internet translation  REALLY nurture my own English skills? ]-[No, in a high rate, it cannot be said that I gain the skills of enough English level.] Based on this process of thinking, I decided not to rely on translation as much as possible. Of course, when I truly hope to remember the correct spellings or complex vocabularies at all costs, absolutely take a look at the online dictionary. Yeah, maybe I can continue my own journaling in case I am not restrained by the strict rules, lol.

 Today, I already have taken 2 online English conversation lessons. I coundn't speak and present my thoughts with enough confidence and satisfactions. That's so mortifying and I had dilemma… As the more I practice, the better I improve my English, I have to keep it up with never giving up mind ;)

 At the last, I also must writing some essay themes or specific topics for writing in English, from now on. nevertheless feel not easy to find appropriate level of essay, I will do that taking some time.