Insomnia

Dear my friend

You cannot let me alone.
When you’re pray for your love, I hope this prayer are fulfilled.
My lifetime is not for me.
Should be honest.
Must be diligent.

A few words make me sad, sometime…
A few words made me happy. It takes me a place we’ve known before to write something good. Continue to write, to think, to listen to other. So everything get better.
No action is the worst thing.

Joshua

John woke up for himself. Actualy, he didn’t want to do anything but the letter make him wake up.
It was rainy yesterday.
He has heavy headache, so he don't like rainy day. He feels like doing something fake. To cook, walk around, read books, listen to favorite songs, write letter.
Everythings, everyone not true for him.

Any talented people may be no longer alive in this era. We just borrow the power and act as if we're gifted.

John is the only man have noticed that.
This is not always happy. Even if he try to begin "new", he will find it idiot. Also he already knows that his attitude make no worth.

He doesn't understand, but experience that firsthand.

There are these antinomy in this world.