Everyting was to the nothing.

I saw a dream today.
You were telling me goodbye.

"this will be the last conversation."

"No, it won't. Why do you say like that??"

"Cause it should be the last. When I told you that I hate you, what did you do?? You pretended yourself to another person. It wasn't you. It wasn't you at all. You tried to be a cute girl who do not talk so much and tried to make yourself up. That's not the way you should be. You shouldn't have changed yourself just for me!!! That really hurts me."

"What am I supposed to do with this?? I don't care that you hate me cause I know you don't hate me not even a little!! How can you say like that?"

"I hurt you and you hurt me so much and I don't really want to hurt you. That's why."

"So all these years were to conclude to the nothing?"

"……Yeah. To nothing."

I wake up with dizzing.
I thought:
"It's the same old story always."