My friend passed away
I don’t know what should I say.
But only thing I know is my friend passed away, suicide. One person died, by herself.
I think It’s my first time a person who I know passed away. I don’t know how to describe my feeling.
I’m feeling depressed like a big hole appeared in my heart.
She probably be suffering. I have no clue. I studied together sometimes and I learned art from her.
She is gone. It’s hard for me to feel and understand. It’s like weird.
Actually I didn’t have chance to talk to her, just only a couple times to meet in this semester.
What could I do for her? But could I do something for her? I have no confidence.
But one one thing I could realize is that tomorrow is not always for everyone.
Tomorrow will come but not definitely.
Was her role to make us to realize the issue?
I don’t want to say it. Her life was not such a thing much more important.
To live my life for her?
It’s intrusive. I cannot guarantee.
Only thing I can do is to live today, pour whole me to today, burn my life, live without reputation even my life ends tomorrow.
Thank you,
Rest In Peace.
