I hope you don't lost your fearless mind.

Yesterday, I joined to the LE. I wished happy and enjoyable time everyone. But I think I couldn't make a friendly event.

First, I saw to my friend. But she couldn't use login button well. I couldn't help she.I was sad.
Second, I joined group No,1. and 2-3. They were start to talk smooth. I was relieved.
Next room No,4. I joined this room, I heard voice "Does anyone have a coordinator for this group?".
I wanted I made many friends and we share enjoy time. But I can't use English well. My English couldn't make good room.

I'm sad. my skills are very cheap, and I found it very difficult to continue event. I don't know If the diary sentence is good or bad in myself. And I lost the most important factor, the "fearless mind".

I'm very tired. And I can't sleep because of anxiety. I wish come back. But I need to study English a long time. It's very scary to myself. Way I enjoyed English to yesterday? I don't know to myself. The clock shows AM 2:36 JST. I can't sleep...

I hope you don't lost your fearless mind. Sorry, I'm take a little break.

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