母乳や触れてた空気や
想い出やついた癖も違うから
歩幅やつけた足跡や
ボールを投げるフォームも違う
罵声やついたため息や
つけられて瑕のあとも違うから
手のひらや肘の裏とか
痛み出すタイミングも違う
思い込んで忘れる
憧れ詰め込む
知ってたのに忘れる
目を逸らしてるだけ
測れない物差しを取り出して
位置を見ている
「わからない」そのままでもいいのに
意味をつけてる
母乳や触れてた空気や
想い出やついた癖も違うから
歩幅やつけた足跡や
ボールを投げるフォームも違う
思い込んで忘れる
憧れ詰め込む
知ってたのに忘れる
目を逸らしてるだけ
測れない物差しを取り出して
位置を見ている
「わからない」そのままでもいいのに
意味をつけてる
The breast milk, the air we were exposed to, the memories we had, and the habits we developed are also different.
Their stride length, footprints, and ball throwing form are also different.
The insults, the sighs, the insults, and the flaws are all different.
The timing of the pain in the palms and backs of the elbows is also different.
I think about it and forget about it, I stuff it up with longings, I forgot about it even though I knew it, I just look away.
I take out a ruler that I can't measure and look at its position. ``I don't know.'' I could just leave it as is, but I'm giving it meaning.
The breast milk, the air we were exposed to, the memories we had, and the habits we developed are also different.
Their stride length, footprints, and ball throwing form are also different.
I think about it and forget about it, I stuff it up with longings, I forgot about it even though I knew it, I just look away.
I take out a ruler that I can't measure and look at its position. ``I don't know.'' I could just leave it as is, but I'm giving it meaning.