I know, I know, I know

Chrissy, you may hate to hear this. 
And I know it’s stupid to ask, and I know I shouldn’t. I know.
I know, I know, I know, I know! 

But, ……
do you like me? 
Am I likable?
No. Likable is not enough.
Do you actually like me? 
In the way you say you like broccoli sprouts? 

I know it’s silly and annoying.
But I need it once in a while, like now. 
Things are going well.
I don’t know why it’s suddenly happening again. 

I’m falling, probably.