everything but language

i am watching everything not as world but as me
me is invisible for me. so i sometimes have miss recognition that me is the world but
maybe you can see her
i want to know your drawing about me
new person intresting
one of me is hating other me
hh;/alphabet(s)? are so beautiful

extremery not correct english is be here

i want to live in the world that you never exist
this word is piece of Malice
why is me in the world still me now(living world you exist)
lovely strong death words like this make me confident
but the confidence is weak, and have’nt worth because it is included in empty brain that i should say something pretending to brain
what i really need is not to listen these thing’s voice but to live in things that has deep meaning universal or iconic or symbolic posture

yet i can’t write sentence with realisation in english or languages other than japanese
so i’m looking forward to read this note in future when i have completely mastered english
ahah