My Thoughts of True Love.

In the mood : My thoughts.
My love is never something I give to the states. I only truly trust in extremely personal and heart-warming relationships of heart and mind.
And I act / have acted and lived true to my integrity. For me, that's what it means to believe in myself. So, I will never deify anyone. Yes, no matter how much I love them, no one! No matter how much I love them. Because, for example, great musicians and artists are flesh and blood, just like me.
I have lived my life trusting only my intuition and my senses, and that will never change.
To take it to the extreme, since I was a child I have lived with the belief that God is only inside me.
What is God for me? It is, in short, something very simple: my conscience, my goodness, my integrity. 

Do you hate me like this? So what? What on earth do you think you know about me? I'm sorry, but I don't care one bit, and maybe we both do. 

Because the truth about me is... I am truly grateful to the only person and people in the world who fully understand my strengths and weaknesses and who continue to love, believe and care for me deeply. This is my true and honest feeling.
Yes, I want to open my heart and pour out my true love to you, just as you are, the precious few. I understand that true love is not about loving the illusion of me, but about loving the reality that there are precious few real people who deeply love my imperfect truth.
Basically, I don't want to be loved at all by all of you (that's just an impossible illusion) and I don't want any false love. I send you all my heartfelt thanks and gratitude for loving me so much and caring for me so much. And I love you all very much too. 

To those rare people whom I love with all my heart who, today and for a long time to come, have tried to understand the real me and have loved me unconditionally, thank you so very much!
I send you all my heartfelt LOVE.

Have a beautiful day, everyone!! See you soon! Lots of love. x 🕊️💙🕊️