何を思いついて書き始めたのか

突然どうしたのだろうと…？と思う人もいるだろう
でもこうして自分の考えを残す必要性が増した感じがして、半ば衝動的に書き始めている
 
普段はインスタグラムでの投稿がメインだけど、その場所には文章を長く残すための機能は無いかなと思う
投稿の文章は小さいし、ストーリーズは24時間で消えてしまう
何より写真のためのプラットフォームで、文章のためのモノではない
なので可能な限りnoteに残そうと思う
やはりプラットフォームとして読みやすい
こちらもたまに読んでいただけるとありがたいです
 
ことの発端はchatGPTやMIDjourneyなどのAI技術
触ったときに感じたのはリアルや現実がちゃんと証明できる何かがないと
ほとんどのモノはあまり意味を持たなくなるのかなと感じたから
それはブロックチェーンなどのデジタルにおける証明だけでなく
その人のアイデンティティや考え方を長く綴った何かが紐づく必要が出てくるのかと…
このようなブログであったり、動画での発信であったり
 
もちろん「そうではない！こっちのほうが…」という反論もあると思う
それも正しいかもしれない
でも今の自分は長く発信を続けて年輪のようにしていく
そんな事がさらに必要性を増していくのかなと感じた
何年も前からのことで今更なのかもしれないけど…
 
不完全な考えを、アンバランスな順序で、手間暇をかけて、コツコツと積み上げる
こんなAIとは真逆の生っぽさがかわいらしく価値があるのかもしれない
 
どんなことを書くのかといえば
何気ない日常で感じたこと、日々の仕事のこと、許せないなと思うこと
いわゆるエッセイのような感じなのかもしれない
そんな散り散りなものが繋がって自分が形成される感じがする
 
いつまで続くかはわからない
でも可能な限りゆっくりでもいいから長く続けたい
 
そんな事を考えながら、月曜の朝に衝動的にキーボードで打ち込みました
とりあえず、はじめの一歩を出してみないと始まらない
 
こんな感じで拙い文章ですが、時間があるときに少し覗いていただけると嬉しいです

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What did you come up with to start writing
 
 
What's going on all of a sudden...? I know some of you may wonder.
But I feel an increased need to leave my thoughts like this, and I'm starting to write half-impulsively.
 
I usually post mostly on Instagram, but I'm not sure that place has the functionality to keep text for long enough.
The text in posts is small, and Stories disappears after 24 hours.
It's a platform for photos, not for texts.
So I'll try to leave as much as possible here
After all, it's a platform that is easy to read.
I would appreciate it if you could read this page from time to time.
 
It all started with AI technologies such as chatGPT and MIDjourney.
When I touched them, I felt that without something that could be proven to be real or realistic, most things would not have much meaning.
I felt that most things would not have much meaning if there was no proof of reality and realism.
It is not only digital proof such as blockchain.
I thought it would be necessary to have something tied to a person's identity and thoughts spelled out at length...
Be it a blog like this one, or a video transmission...
 
Of course, "No, it's not! It's more this way..." and I'm sure there are counter-arguments to that.
And they may be right.
But now I'm going to continue to send out messages for a long time and make it like an annual ring.
I felt that such a thing is becoming more and more necessary.
I know it's been many years since I started this, so maybe it's a little late for me to say this...
 
Imperfect ideas, in an unbalanced order, piled up painstakingly, time and time again.
Maybe it's this kind of raw-ness, the exact opposite of AI, that makes it so endearing and valuable.
 
What kind of things do you write about?
What I feel in my daily life, my daily work, what I think is unforgivable.
Maybe it's like an essay.
I feel that I am formed by connecting such scattered things.
I don't know how long it will last.
But I want to continue for as long as I can, even if it's slowly.
 
With these thoughts in mind, I impulsively typed on the keyboard on Monday morning.
For now, I can't start until I take the first step
 
This is how poorly I write, but I hope you will take a little peek when you have time