やめりゃいいのに

ダメージを負うだけの行為を
自ら差し出す魂と祈りを
踏み躙られる願いと心を
やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに
リソースを割くだけ無意義の
自ら差し出す首の柔肌と
撃ち抜かられる開襟を
やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに

やめられないとまらない
売れもしない無駄行為
やめられないとまらない
支持の低い自慰恣意行為

やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに
またやってる
またやってる
やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに
まだやってる
まだやってる
もう病気だよ
何度目かの今度こそ
本当の終わりはいつも詐欺と化す
おしまいといってまたはじめる
逃避したいからそれをするのか
それをするから逃避になるのか
皮肉と褒め言葉の判別もつかない
信じる度にシニカルに裏切られ
悪意と嘘に一々どよめく幼さは
この世界で生存するのに向いていない

やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに
またやってる
まだやってる
いつになったらやめるのか
きっと死ぬまで　続くんだ
ばかみたい
ばかじゃない
そう言わせて
やめりゃいいのに
やめりゃいいのに…

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やめりゃいいのに
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即興作詞::所要時間=13:13to13:19=6minute

I wish I could quit

Actions that only cause damage me.
Offering Souls and Prayers.
Wishes and hearts that are trampled.
I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit.
It's just meaningless to allocate resources.
With the soft skin of the neck that me offers myself.
Open collar to be shot through.
I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit.

I can't stop I can't end.
Wasteful acts that don't even sell.
I can't stop I can't quit.
Less supportive masturbation and arbitrariness .
I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit.
I'm doing it again.
I'm doing it again.
I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit.
I'm still doing it.
I'm still doing it.

It's like addiction.
How many times have you said you're going to quit this time?

It's true end is always a scam.
You say it's over, but oh no you start again.
Do you do it because you want to escape?
Is it an escape because you do it?
I can't tell the difference between sarcasm and compliments Every time I believed, I was betrayed cynically.
The childishness that staggered many time by with malice and lies.
Not suitable for survival in this world.

I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit.
I'm doing it again.
I'm still doing it.
When will it stop?
I'm sure it will last until I die.
I feel like an idiot.
Let me say I'm not an idiot.
I wish I could stop.
I wish I could quit...

■Improvisation_write_lyric::duration = 13:13 to 13:19 = 6minute
■ Japanese_English_Translation::duraion = 13:31 to 14:05 = 34minute