8/18
Today I spent a lot of time and money on my girl friend. I felt she extended favors to me.
We were talking about only funny moments and conventional stories but also deep things people can't tell others. So I thought get along with her lover. And we were ready to sex. However she just put away me and said "I don't have any sex drive". I really shocked it, because her behavior hinted that I wanna play with you. Are you joking?? I was so nervous. I don't know when I fault.